If you’re in your darkest moment right now…
I see you.
I know what it feels like when everything is heavy as fuck. When the pain is so deep you can’t even cry properly anymore. When you wake up and the first thought is “not another day of this shit.” When God feels silent, people feel far, and even breathing feels like too much work.
I’ve been there. I’m still there some days.
You don’t have to be strong right now. You don’t have to have faith. You don’t have to “just trust the process.” Fuck that. Sometimes the only honest thing you can say is “I’m fucking tired. I’m broken. I don’t know how much longer I can do this.”
And that’s okay.
You’re not failing.
You’re not weak.
You’re not alone
Sometimes it helps just to say, I inherited Jobs secondhand crap shoes and he got through it so with his old second hand shoes I also inherited his stubborn faith. And that tiny little bit of stubborn faith is all we need.
“By I Am Job – Keeping the Secoundhand Faith”